Today I returned to work after 18 days of vacation. The return has been rough. Always. Not to be just mine but I am among those who believe that work is bad. So bad that you pay. That's a phrase I often repeat a colleague at the university, told me in this life for many good things you have to pay if the job will look bad to get paid. And while you can not afford not to work. I have an explosive capacity to disconnect with the working environment of almost forget where I work, even for work, ha, ha. I write seriously. Today I crossed the hall to me leads to the bunker with a feeling of unreality. It seemed a dream, no, more like a nightmare but when my ass touched the chair everything is back to normal. Common greetings, the usual mechanical tasks, the flight continued ... Like Bill Murray's character in Groundhog Day .
Then a chic turn in the brain and tells you that is not too late. There are many things to do. That are worth fighting for something better and that much is in your hands. And you become convinced that what we have is not so bad. And given the current situation. To look for side positive and sang the Monty Python . For example this week and there are only two working days. And at the same have the flexibility to write, to escape some of the usual mechanical task. But then again turn on the red. And in this time of reflection, of good intentions, to-dos ... And you wonder how you ended up here. Was not it something temporary? The contradictions rampant and perhaps just as well.
As in the work I can listen to music (touch wood) to open the year I put batteries and chosen are Bruce Springsteen and E Street Band , The Who and Jimi Hendrix . I selected topics that I convey that attaining good music, that feeling of euphoria that you believe to be young forever. Songs that make elevate your mood. Badlands, Promise Land, Factory, Prove it all night, I Can not Explain, The Seeker, Let's see action, Baba O'Riley, Hey Joe, Wind Cries Mary, All Along the wachtover, Voodoo Chile ... Y still works.
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